Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah

Syukur kepada Allah yang Maha Penyayang dan Maha Mengasihi...

Alhamdulillah.. we finally arrived at IJN after 1 hour and 15 mins drive.. as today is Monday and everybody is like rushing to the office at this hour. Weather still bad and traffic congested all the way from Shah Alam. Really difficult to put in words how I feel about it... berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa.

The last time I was here was during Diana's uncle bypass operation. Alhamdulillah he's fine now. We walk straight to the reception counter which at the left side as you enter the lobby. Eventually IJN already separated the adult and kid area.. we were ushered to the Paediatric Department which located exactly in front of the open space parking. Lucky me not so many people at this hour and registration really quick and fast. Your kid need to be photograph for the record and few documents need to be sign. Once completed they gave me a Green File and from there I need to complete few procedure before doctor's consultation. 

                                                                  X-Ray Room.

New patient will need to go for the X-Ray and for pregnant mother, you are not allowed in here! Aqeela so far ok lar... tak cry pun since it was really fast. Nak bukak baju dia lagi lama dari buat X-Ray.. hehehhe. I was being inform that the X-Ray film will be send straight to Doctor.. so no need to bring A3 size envelope everywhere just like those days. After X-Ray we went for another test ... ECG Test

Not so long of waiting once you place the Green File in the ECG room, person in charge will call your name. Well... this time Aqeela doesn't like it at all. Some kind of stickers were placed on her body and wires from the machine clipping the sticker. She cried and time ni memang start rasa sebak sangat seeing my baby like that. Aqeela strong Ok...papa and Ibu sayang Aqeela.

Once completed we move to Room 903 for weight scale and file submission. Alhamdulillah ada peningkatan berat badan Aqeela and the oksigen level in her body was 100%. 

From here, we have to wait to see Dr. Geetha.... lama gak lar . Lucky for us baby sleep dalam carrier so tak lar susah sangat. It almost 11 am and ramai patient kat IJN ni especially parents with kids. Now I realized that kat Malaysia ni memang banyak kes sakit jantung yang tidak mengira umur. Infact ada yang lebih teruk keadaannya... syukur Alhamdulillah........Ya Allah... berikanlah aku kesabaran dalam menempuh ujian yang engkau berikan ini. 

We finally being call up by nurse to see Dr. Geetha and there were some questions and answers between us  before she start the echo test .. just like in KPJ before. At this point of time, tak tau lah nak cakap apa dalam hati ni.. just berserah kepada Allah jer. Sebelum ni KPJ informed ada TOF and ASD,  hopefully its a good news. Lama jugak lar doc check and few time stopping coz Aqeela crying. Almost 20 minutes she sat back and start explaining.

Your daughter is having what we call VSD... Vetrical Septal Defect and also a bit of ASD. The vetricular septum is a bit overriding to the left and that might be the reason why KPJ diagnosed its a TOF. Well, I don't really agree its a TOF anyway as for my evaluation. As for now her body still accepting a sufficient amount of blood and oxygen in the heart but we can't wait too long. Blood overflow may cause damage to the heart and we don't want that to happen. The solution is to do the surgery not more than 3 months from now. 

Tears flow and our heart were touched again. Its a difficult moment for both of us again.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan ku... Ujian yang Engkau berikan ini sesungguh amat berat bagi ku.. permudahkanlah segala urusan ku dan berikanlah aku ketabahan dan kesabaran dalam menempuh ujian mu ini.