Aqeela

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Monday, May 05, 2008

Pewaris PTD


Sejenak aku terfikir, apa tujuan budak-budak ni apply jawatan PTD... adakah sekadar "Test Market" atau sememangnya untuk meneruskan perjuangan sebagai perantara Kerajaan dan rakyat....


Sempat gak aku join PAC 2008 kali ni coz kalau ikutkan batch aku yang jadi Faci semuanya yang power..in other words cemerlang, gemilang...bla.. bla... In the first place aku pun tak sure gak dapat tapi dengan adanya kekawan yang sememangnya berhati mulia dan berjiwa sahabat maka dapatlah aku diberi peluang. Banyak benda yang aku pelajari melalui proses pengambilan PTD baru ni.. kalau ikutkan modul PAC yang menekankan banyak aspek pemikiran positif dan penyelesaian masalah ada banyak lagi perkara yang boleh dinilai. Manalah nak dapat nilai seseorang dalam masa 3 hari dengan begitu banyak perangai dan kerenah. Penambahbaikan yang berterusan seharusnya dilaksanakan dan memandangkan budak2 zaman sekarang semuanya advance belaka. Aku ada mencadangkan agar modul pengurusan majlis dimasukkan sebagai salah satu aspek penilaian tapi sapalah aku yang kerdil ini. Kalau dilihat dari aspek kewangan nampak macam nak kena mintak "peruntukan khas" but actually takyah pun.


Penilaian Pengurusan Majlis ini secara dasarnya menilai kebolehan seseorang itu merancang sesuatu majlis atau program. Kita bagi senario program..... tak kisahlah nak buat apa pun Kenduri Kahwin ker...Rombongan Kak Tom... (hehehehe) Program Kutip Derma Diva dan sebagainya but the idea is to know how well you organize and managing things in a short period of time. Bila dia dapat task tu, bagi masa lebih kurang 10 minit yang terus present kat depan semua candidates and panel. Kalau candidates nak tanya pun dia boleh tanya...Ini adalah berdasarkan pengalaman aku semasa pergi interview MAtrade..(aku dapat E41 but reject sbb nak jd PTD). So dengan adanya P.M ni dapat kita nilai seseorang dari segi pengetahuan merancang... kalau dia nak kelentong pun sah2 kita dah tahu coz sememangnya PTD really expert on this.


Later nak bagi trill kita buat pulak... nanti dulu lah...


Back to the question... depa ni betul2 ker nak jadi PTD. Apa yang dapat kulihat adalah semua wayang dan sandiwara yang dipertontonkan untuk tatapan panel dan faci. Entahlah, bila kulihat air muka adik-adik ni rasa macam nak bagi tau jer yang korang ni datang buat apa kalau tak minat... sekadar datang interview jer and kot-kot bertemu jodoh ker?. For sure lar aku tak cakapkan memandangkan aku ni very the junior faci.... later when the time comes surely aku akan bersuara bagi memberi input yang terbaik bagi menjamin kesinambungan terhadap pewaris penjawat awam yang cream of the cream ni....







Monday, April 21, 2008

Cerita Politik

Dah lama tak tulis dalam blog ni... boleh la dikatakan agak sibuk gak. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa sejak kebelakangan ni aku terlalu cenderung membaca bahan bahan yang berteraskan kepada politik di Malaysia. Maybe selepas melandanya tsunami PRU12 yang mengejutkan ramai orang termasuklah aku sendiri yang terlibat secara tidak langsung. Last 2 weeks aku sign-in to be part of Prowaris (NGO) yang aku rasakan suatu badan yang mungkin satu hari dapat memberi harapan baru kepada semua orang-orang Melayu di Malaysia. Kita ni sekarang namanya duduk Tanah Melayu... sekangkang tanah pun payah nak dapat apatah lagi kalau sekeping...tapi kalau nak tanah merah boleh dapat free jer... (member aku kata bole kowtim ngan tokey Cina).

Mungkin disebabkan oleh kowtim menkowtim ni punca kita Orang Melayu dah mula hilang arah. Bloggers semakin hari semakin ramai, yang memuji memang ramai but yang mengeji lagi ramai. Sudah menjadi lumrah alam, yang hebat, yang bagus, yang tinggi, yang kaya, yang KORUP dan macam-macam yang lagi...itulah yang kita puja tapi bila buat silap sikit habis satu kelambu dibakarnya. Entahlah apa yang nak jadi pada negara ini pun tak tahulah aku, as long i can feed another 3 persons cukup memadai. Nak belanja lebih pun tak berani dek penangan harga barang yang semakin melambung tinggi. Semalam pergi beli beras yang (walaupun masih ada stok ) jenis SUPER, rupa-rupanya harga dah naik sebab kali terakhir aku beli harga masih below RM20 but to my suprised harga tak macam dulu lagi.

Kerajaan buat apa pun tak tahulah cheq ni oooiiii....bayangkanlah kita ni negara pengeluar beras di Asia tapi kita sendiri beli beras pun mahal..hmmm aku ingat pasni time anak2 aku dah besar sure cecah RM50 kot. "Wahai anak-anak ku, kita makanl benda lain ok..makan nasi tak best lar..cekodok lagi sedap !" Kalau dok fikir-fikir sakit kepala aku nak fikir benda benda ni. Itupun belum lagi cerita politik yang sememangnyer panas dan hangat cuma aku takut jadi hangit jer cerita2 ni. Sekarang ni kita tengok kat TV sibuk orang cakap pasal reformasi bangsa Melayu... kalau ikutkan Pakatan Rakyat depa dah lama reformasi sejak kemelut dalaman jadi eversince year 2000. So what to do is we need to talk about how to survive in our our nation coz maruah dan harga diri kita semakin tergadai, tuduh menuduh, tunjuk menunjuk, maki memaki semakin biasa sehinggakan tiada rasa hormat antara sesama manusia tidak ada lagi dalam komuniti yang kecil ini yang kalau dibandingkan dengan China yang more than I bilion populations.

Apa - apa pun lu pikir la sendiri...











Wednesday, January 09, 2008

11 weeks check-up

The last time I went to PPUM was 42 days ago and yet at that time still a lot to discover. An ACL patient need to undergo several procedures of physio treatment in order to walk like a gentlement again. I never regret doin the operation but what really matters was the waiting..and waiting..and waiting... for your turn to be call out. Reaching here at 1030 am is just nice and first thing first to register at the counter or else you won't get the treatment. After 20 minutes of waiting a lady by the named Puan Azah called me up. Browsing thru my previous record since this is my 1st time with here took another 15 mins and asking me to go to room 11.



Then I meet up with Miss Lee the person incharge of updating my record and progress. Few tools taken out from her 'Doc Bag' and the procedures started. Soon I discovered few part of my knee still numb..well its getting smaller anyway. Applying the warm towel giving me an amper time to read my NST for the next 15 mins. Once the bell ring I was asked to start with the gym exercise... and there it goes with another 30 mins in the gym. Eventually I met this guy who is experiencing the pre-check exercise before the ACL operation. Good luck bro...but I'm not that cruel to scare him with the operation. Left the gym at 1215 pm, went to see Puan Azah again.. here another physio appointment schedule..Tue 830 am.



Getting to the sport clinic was like 6 steps from Physio Dept. Still 5 mins to go before they opened the numbering machine..another waiting...Ahhhh. Approximately 1235 got number 8 and back to the seat again before the number called up by the display machine. Went to the counter and was given another number 1008...another waiting.... Well I don't wait actually coz I have to rush for X-tray. Here another number given 153...PPUM loves number... and I knew I have to wait again. My watch showed 1.00 pm and I'm not sure for how long do I have to wait.. guess what they called me at 2 pm ..1 hour gone WAITING!!!!!!!. Given a yellow slip I rush back to the clinic and waited for my beloved 1008 number. Hmmmmm.. that time was 2.25 pm and I Love to wait some more.... at 2.45 I was called up and here I met Dr.Ng . After few leg and knee check he asked me to do few exercise which not that hard . Out from the hospital at 3.15 pm after spending 4 hours and 15 mins..... just for the thought how would the procedures could be speed up in the future...

Happy Birthday Brother

Happy Birthday to my second brother 'Angah' coz on this date 32 years ago he was borned to company me in this world. Well, our gap not that far...approximately 10 months and 24 days. Anyway thank you to papa and mama for 'the planning' very well. I wish i could turn back to the time when we were enjoying our time together as a kid. With all kinds of games such as konda kundi, teng-teng, police & thief, kejar-kejar, chopping and many more which ever you could think about is part of the memories. What I have, he will have it also except for one accident on one fine evening that untill today it leave a scar on my left forehead...thanks brother. As the eldest it was my duty to protect my brother and sometimes i got scolded for some silly mistakes done by him but its ok coz i'm responsible for it. With that i'll end my writing coz i got plenty more stories to share..and again to Angah.. Happy 32nd Birthday. Love you very much.