2nd Appointment

Alhamdulillah... Syukur kepada Allah ke atas pemberiannya yang menjadikan aku seorang insan yang redha dan tawakal atas ujian mu.

Hari yang dinantikan telah tiba... hari yang mungkin menentukan masa depan Aqeela. Sampai di IJN dalam pukul 1.15 tghari and sempat menunaikan Solat Jumaat bersama warga IJN di surau tingkat 7 (It was a parking lot yang telah diconvert jadi surau yang cantik).

Lepas selesai.. sempat tunai solat hajat 2 rakaat sebelum walk back to Paed Dept. Baby Aqeela still sleeping and tak ramai patient pun. But I did notice ada budak perempuan ni age dalam 5-7 years datang dengan mak dia and she is blue... Blue means you can actually see her lips.. fingers and skin is bluish colour. Rasa syukur sangat sebab ada Insan yang lebih teruk lagi keadaannya kalau nak compared dengan baby Aqeela.

Renungan Jauh Seorang Ibu

We met Dr.Siva after half hour of waiting... late 30's.. with glasses and very energetic. He look at Aqeela.. touch here and there and do some standard procedure. Open his monitor.. key in the code numbers and there it is.. all detail about Aqeela appeared at the screen. Lots of explanation, questions and answers regarding to what is our baby is having now.

Some example of the Images that appeared on the screen

Well..  our 1st visit dengan Dr Geetha its really tally dengan Dr. Siva nyer opinion. Since he is a surgeon the details on the operation was clearly explained.   The procedure is called an Open Heart Operation.. and it will take about 3-4 hours depends on baby condition. The method of closing back the holes they called it as Synthetic Patching which will grow together with the heart... tak sure what kind of material tapi I was been understood that it was kind of fabric like Dacron or Gore-tex.  I can't imagine a Gore-Tex inside my baby's heart... can you? 

To cut short.. we accepted apa yang Allah berikan ini ... mana mungkin terfikir pada akal dan fikiran ini yang baby Aqeela akan di cucuk ... di bius.... dibuka dadanya dan dikeluarkan jantungnya ... tapi itu semua yang akan kami hadapi pada 08 Sept 2013. Doa dan tawakal yang hanya mampu untuk saat dan tika ini.......... and as for now also we just wanna our Baby Aqeela to be healthy.

Aqeela love Papa.. and Ibu...